In reality only Consciousness exists. Its the power to 'know' or the knowing activity.The essence of all
that ‘appears’ to exist is purely the knowing of it. It can be conceptualised to be an essence or as a source and named Consciousness, as if to be some kind of 'physical matter'. This Matter being a FACT or 'matter of fact 'is another
thought. In the meaning that we put to the word ‘exist’, pure existence or consciousness
- is the only thing that doesn’t exist as something physical (or non physical like thought ). Being that ‘thing’ that doesn’t exist,
its very light or as heavy as “light”. That’s what we truly are. The very light
of consciousness that is very light. No burden. How light can ‘something’ be
that doesn’t exist in the ‘measurable’ sense?. How light can ‘nothing’ be?
Zero. Even zero assumes that its something measurable. So we are very light,
lighter than light could weigh. That’s what freedom is. That’s what life is, as we, if only thought did not distort it to be what it thinks we are. We are like the weight of space or the burden of an non-entity to be burdened. That’s what we all in our pure essence and are when we are ‘not’ as a person or body or engineer or ‘person’. Just pure Neti Neti.
Existence of anything as a matter of fact, involves time. It should exist in time. Creation always presents itself as change. Nothing stays unchanged, except that which knows change, 'being the power to know'. A change actually cannot exist. What exist is something in stillness or when it is still. If time was cut into very very small pieces, until it was so small, that change could not take place, then, that frame of creation existed at that point of time. Not before and not after. Or else, we would have to say that, such and such existed or will exist in future. Its pure logic to assume so. A small change in a painting is not the same painting. Its a fresh new painting. So is creation. Stills of fresh new creation all the time, born-ing and dying, along with the moment of time. Time is not separate from its content. Time is a dimension of measure. Like area includes length, volume includes area, so that time include volume and there by all its content. So origin of the next microsecond, is to say, the death of the previous microsecond with all its contents.
So we cannot be sure of the 'existence' of a 'change', unless we are able to measure the past and the future, like the legs of a 'divider' measuring distance between two points, NOW. The only way that such a measure can happen is in the mind. Only mind can help to 'fix change' in the 'NOW' to make a measure and KNOW it. That's its job. Mind is the tool to make feel change is existing, by making its measurement in time, NOW, in this moment of stillness. That's the magic of life. The whole creation is mental material, appearing physical using thought to project the thingness to shapes and 'events' to change, as a magical machine that can project knowledge to sensations. So we see and enjoy our knowledge as if in shapes separated out n creation. Its a complex game played out simply by 'Life'. So existence as an element of change is a mental construct rather than a physical existence. Hence existence as change is non-existent and paradoxically, change is the only thing that exists. Where, in mind of course, and so be it, as if hiding this fact to be revealed by life, when 'time' comes.
Language gives shapes to words
until they become beliefs or existence. Hinduism exists!. Bullshit exists. We make
meaning in duality that just is not the basis of existence in the true sense.
Its just there in a scientific sense or objective sense or in a sense of
separation of me and an outer world that’s separate from ‘me’.. Meaning making
is grasping of an idea or making ideas as a measure of grasping. Its simply a
game of conceptualising for registration to memory to form a continuity for ‘future’.
However meaning making or understanding is a ‘shock’ whenever it makes and it
immediately impacts or imprints to memory. When the final meaning happens that all meanings are mental,
including a notion of ‘oneself’ as an entity, the shock is so powerful, that
all meanings or hallucinations disappear as factual reality and isolate even the grasp that we could be an entity as a reality.
That is what happens as an end result of seeking or the seeker. The seeking stops and seeker dissolves like a salt module seeking the bottom of a deep ocean. You become the ocean that seems to have no depth. You are That, the infinite potential that has the capacity to ‘know’ all that arises in it. What makes an 'entity to an apparent body' is the magic of life and will never be known simply because such a knower as a separate entity, is a part of that magical hallucination. Separation is an illusion and no separate entity can ‘see’ through that because such separation is simply a mental effect and there are no separate entities seeing through such separation. If only the separate entity knows that it is inseparable whole, the game of wholeness as separation would be seen as a charming play, enjoyable to its fullest, even in sorrow and death.
Separation does not exist. Paradoxically, we feel separate and really so, which is just an idea. And all seems to exist in separation. That's why, existence in separation does not exist and is the only thing that existence is, to make feel existence 'is' in separation. Purely magical mystery, like a double effect.