Tuesday, 21 June 2016

122. Memory, Thoughts and Emotions.

Actually 'thoughts' are 'emotions'. Thoughts are emotional. They are energetic by essence. 
Thought is an understanding of a situation and emotion is the feeling of the thought. Energy is wrapped around thought, so that its meaning is interpreted as feelings. So conversely, emotions are thoughts.
Thoughts are memory or its projections in various permutations and combinations. And memory is a kind embedding of content of creation.  Thoughts itself is a content of creation and can register in memory, just like content of solid matter, sensed as a sensation. So we memorise, what we know around us and also have thoughts around such matter, making the memory more colourful. We also memorise, thoughts about thoughts.  So memory gives rise to thoughts and thoughts give rise to more thoughts.  Soon we become neurotic with thinking and thinking makes a notion of a centre, to which they make meaning and such a centre makes the notion of a 'me'. Except for a centre, to meaning making, the 'me' sense has no role or simply need not exist. As notional, it exists, just to play the part of a 'centre' to 'thought made' unfolding of creation.
The basis of memory is knowledge. The application of knowledge to content of creation, or to 'forms' makes it registerable to memory.  The whole creation by itself, as the content of ‘now’ is ever changing. Unless the change is given meaning, by knowledge, it cannot be registered to memory. Knowledge is kind of a code to memorise content or events. So we can memorise creation as matter and events. When time is involved, we make a story of the content in time so as to make meaningful memory. Meaningless content are forgotten, unless it becomes a unique meaning. Like finding Chaos to be a pattern. 
Making meaning to forms or conceptualising of 'content of creation' is minds ability or purpose of the mind. There by, there is a meaning to life and such a referencing makes a ‘me’ sense, as its centre, around which meaning making goes on. It becomes the nature on mind to pick up this skill and play out its skill, projecting knowledge to forms, as if they ‘matter’ thereby and also to events so as to register as happenings. This endless game of the mind is the dance of life, trying to grasp its own creation, as if from different angles, being different entities with different conditioning and creating a mind boggling complex game to entertain itself. Its too intelligent to engage in simple games, and therefore loves to complicate its creation so as to evolve for the better or worse, improving its own skills. Its like a child, that ever remains childish, with evolution. But life is too powerful to be taken to task, and so we better leave it alone, except where, it loves to engage us, enjoy its game of ‘knowing’ itself, as if Life was 'we' in essence.
All of life, is a knowing game. It plays its game, using ‘knowing’ as its essence. So we can say that all that is happening is made of ‘knowing material'. All that is happening, is only known in duality, or grasping of the content, as if to an entity, but the content is nothing but essentially, just its ‘knowing’. So we can say, 'Being' of life is just the ‘knowing’ of it, and all there is –is just ‘knowing’. The aliveness of creation is essentially ‘gamed’ using the filed of Knowing as essence.  So all content is just the knowing of it. Content and 'Knowing of it' are not two separate things. There is no content, other than just the ‘knowing’ of content. We can say that 'all of this' is of ‘knowing’ material, which by itself is ‘matterless’ and matter to knowing, is simply dressing of knowing, by dualistic knowledge or conceptualising, so as to reveal knowing of content, as ‘content’ to knowing or an external 'world', to an internal 'me'.

So Happy knowing, conceptualising, memorising, thinking and making ‘me’ out of the whole isuue, as if separate from the whole. 

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